Angst

Angels will cry. And wine, weeping over mistakes I won’t regret, o’er unmistakes. Angels will disapprove of my wry… words. Whip it away from me and I’ll fade, following it, followed by you.

And yet angels will forgive me. No, they will not. It was a blunder… unforgivable. Nah, nah, it’s just in no shape or form that uncommitted stands any chance to be unforgiven.

Any way out? – madeira, please! One, two, three and four, my pacific stream of quietude is flowing  and don’t you call a dam! The nectar of the colour of a golden harp flowing down my dry… throat. Goat, she-goat, no angs and easy. Angst! Angst! – complicated! Like garter and stockings, involved? With a bunch of arum lilies involved! And that’s what it requires – that and to dare. Easy – when? In retrospective. Nah, in perspective! It burns and is burning, wish I had something else to light. And yet it will never get extinguished.

Out of time to grab all my belongings and leave for that complicated. Out of eternity to live for that complicated. Chasing a hand of the clock  for incomplete. And yet complete. Ah no, nay, never – to be completed.

March 26, 2012

90 thoughts on “Angst

  1. Hello,

    It is so great to find another aspiring writer. You have done great things with your posts here, so keep penning and keep inspiring! I am sure the door will open for you one day. :-)
    I have a joyful ride in your blog, and now I’d like to invite you to visit mine. Thank you and have a wonderful day, my friend! :-)

    Subhan Zein

  2. I’m an English teacher and I always like explicating pieces or texts beyond what books offer (e.g. blogs, songs, etc.). Yours left me wondering. The message is crafted in a language that’s both strange and familiar all at once! :)

    I’m new at blogging but I guess you’ll have to be the first whose entries I’ll follow.. :)

  3. Now that you’ve used the German word Angst for such wonderful musings…I wonder what can you make of the words Furcht…or Unbehagen… or possibly even Zeitgeist and Weltanschauung, hehe. Great stuff, I shall come again and I loved the picture, too.

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  5. I like your writing style–it’s serene and not blasting at me. A lot of mind-walking going on here. Please feel free guest write for my anythingtheater blog. And please tell me where you get these great photos!

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